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THE MAHABHARATA
 
गाण्डीवं स्रंसते हस्तात्त्वक् चैव परिदह्यते ।

न च शक्नोम्यवस्थातुं भ्रमतीव च मे मनः ॥

न कांक्षे विजयं कृष्ण न च राज्यं सुखानि च ।

कि नो राज्येन गोविन्द कि भोगैर्जीवितेन वा ॥

स्वजनं हि कथं हत्वा सुखिनस्स्याम माधव ।

अहो बत महत्पापं कर्तुं व्यवसिता वयम् ।

यद्राज्यसुखलोभेन हन्तुं स्वजनमुद्यताः ॥'
 

" Krishna ! seeing these kinsmen of ours

come with the desire to fight, my limbs
 

fail, my mouth becomes parched, the

Gandiva slips from my hand, my
 

skin burns and I am not able to stand

firm; my mind seems to whirl. Krishna !

I do not wish for victory, or kingdom, or

happiness; of what use is the kingdom

to us, or pleasures or even life? How can

we be happy, Krishna, after killing our

own kinsmen ? Alas! we have resolved to

commit a great sin, we who are out to

kill our own kinsmen though our avarice

for the pleasures of a kingdom."